Hours to go

It's really rainy and windy outside and that matched my insides - I'm getting nervous for some reason. I must have bought into how important this to me.

Anyway, it's lunchtime on my last non-diet day. I've tried to not to binge but the temptation is beginning to get the better of me! I've had a couple of mini doughnuts, some birthday cake and I'm trying to finish the satsumas before they become verboten. In fact, a colleague has just talked me into having some "last chips" and he's off to the chippy as I write!! Can't believe it, in the 18 months I've worked here I've never once given in to chips but today it seems fitting.

So, nervous but excited.